Front door and the back door

Recently I have a new hobby...do some reading before bed time. Yesterday I read about this article. The writter wrote: when God closed the front door, He will open the back door for us. You know what...hahaha...yesterday my mum pushed my brother to opened the back door so can do some cleanning since so many years been closed for safety purpose. My brother seems not so happy about it cause the back door was hardly to open and he wish to have more rest. Anyway, as a son, he obeyed. Yesterday evening time, my brother cant get out from his house caused the front door's key stuck inside and no way to fix it. Thank God caused already get ready the back door for him. He just need to make a big round before reach the gate to get his car. Today after church, he and my mum caught outside his house because the back door locked from inside and he forgot to bring that bunch of keys with him. Yet praise the Lord caused I went back home after sending them. Our house is very near. He called and I fetched them to have lunch and rest in my house til his friend came over to open the door.. of course the lock damaged. The key for our daily prolems shooting is to seek Him first unless we want to use our own way. Sometimes when I think back the tragic and betray that almost took my soul away, I felt immese sad and just can't help it. But I thank God. He closed the front door to protect me and safe me from keep on be used and manipulated. He knows I will be very sad and it will last for quite some time but He must closed the front door because He loves me so much. He did open the back door for me but I brought the futile memories with me. Thats why I can't get through the back door! I get caught inside! Thank God again, through His servant, I realize that we have to surrender our burdens to Him and also MUST REMEMBER to leave them there with Him so that we can set free, release and relief to get through the back door. To those who is heart broken or full of heart burdens, remember the back door and get through that door with empty hands peaceful heart. May God bless you and protect you always from the darkside.

I had a dream

Quite a long time I didn't have any dreams while I fall to sleep until a few days back. I saw myself pass by a small valley. I just wonder why people gather at a small hill and like waiting for something to happen. There is nothing there except a four floors motel. I ask and the answer i get is ...wait until midnight. It turn dark very fast. I saw some people go in. Through their face and their posture, I know they are deperate people. They must feel really down but why they choose that motel? Is it no other way or place to turn to? One of the people there told me that the ownner just provide strong wain to any customers who are interested. He never force. After sometime...i can hear the fighting sound very clearly from there. My heart really burden by those sound. They are hurting each other. Then i saw one body fall down from 4th floor and die. Finally I understand...they went there because they have give up hope and dead is what they choose. Outsider can't do anything because the choice is in our hand. This is the real dream came to me that night and I thank God that I didn't choose that path even I almost enter that motel once before. I wil do whatever I could to be there for my family, my friends and welcome them to my hut...my warm heart to take a break and a good rest before they continue their journey. I learn through the incredible experience...If I really love you means that I always love you no matter i need you or not. If I only love you when i need you, this i call as manipulating. I wish I can open a hut near by the motel as an alternative for those heart broken to take a rest. My beloved friends, if have time, do drop by to my hut. Love is free, care is free and hands are there to give you a free hug ... I got hurt very deeply but thank God, I still choose to love His people caused He loves me so much and He send His love through His people to bring me up again...with love not revenge or hate. Welcome to my hut.