a baby Vs an adult

One day an adult met a baby at a bus station. Both starred at each other then the conversation begun.
"Hey little boy, don't you know how lucky you are?"
"What? Don't you realize that when i was born, I was the only one who was crying while people surrounding me keep on smilling and ignore my feeling! Is it what you called lucky?"
"Of course! When you cried or make a little sound, they will give you full attention! Your every single move always catch their full attention!Not like me! My parents and others alway ignore me especially about my thought and how I feel!You should feel happy to be a baby!"
"No! That's not true! We, babies very pity too caused nobody understand our launguage! What we can do is keep on crying and some time our parents get angry with us and thought that we are bad! We don't have a right to choose our food or anything. Why? Because we have to follow, accept and obey whatever is given by our parents for 'our own good'! Everything is from their point of view! This you call hapiness?"
Again, they looked at each other...maintain silence...why? Seems like nobody is happy. Why? Nobody met the one who wants to listen to their voice! Nobody willing to sense the sound from others' heart!

The bus arrived. They make their own move. The little baby jouney is determin by the person who carry him. He need to obey. This adult have to make his own move cause nobody there for him. Thier voice reach no where. So, where can we find hapiness? The answere is when we have somebody who is willing to hear our voice and understand our heart! No matter you have found your hapiness or not, life still go on. Take care, my beloved friends. No matter you are a 'baby' or an adult, when you found out nobody to talk to or to hear your says, talk to Him. He will listen. God bless and Merry Christmas!

Coming back vs going home

What so special about 5th Dec? 5th Dec year 2007, the last moment and the last day my feet still in Miri.I keep on reminding myself that I will be back to Miri for a yearly vacation or may be to stay put there after my retirement. 2nd July 1995, I stepped in this wonderful land for a very first time and I left on 5th Dec 2007. My first Chung Hua's student and my first batch students...finally my last batch students. Tonight, I asked myself is it anybody there waiting and hoping for my return? Is it anybody there? Some already move to other states or other contries. I already changed my email and phone number. How we going to keep in touch? I am doubt.Even now, I am very confuse. Am I going back to Miri? Where is my own house? Where is my own car? I have nothing there. I am not going back to Miri but it is just a visiting. I am just a visitor! Thank God cause on 5th Dec I will join my secondary school classmates to have a trip to KL to meet up with another old friend of mine. So, 5th Dec will be the day to be remembered...remember of what? Leaving [Miri], coming back [Penang]and going to catch up with my old friends [KL]. Besides that, I am going to meet with my Miri ex-student from Chung Hua and my ex-coursemate [USM]from PJ...pertembungan antara dua zaman. So, until now I still don't know who am I and who I want to be. Is it because of my deepest love to Miri, Sarawak and my church or because of old memories that always hold me back? What should I do? My love to my beloved friends in Miri will never ever fade...no matter what! My life, my heart, I give it to God! This is for sure. Why? Caused get hurt very badly and almost lost myself. By who? No comment caused this person is a creation of God too. So, what is my conclusion? I am not going or coming anywhere. I am a Malaysian. All this way, I never moved or serve in other contries! 5th Dec just another ordinary day and the meanning of this day is filled with God's blessing, protection and His will to glorify His kingdom! Amen!