As long as we manage to open our eyes, it seems that we hv to make a choice. To my PMR boys, they also need to decide want to go to school or stay at home to bertapa demi pulihkan tenaga selepas bertarung hingga titisan peluh yang terakhir. To my SPM boys, they need to make their choice too...bergelut untuk SPM di rumah atau meningkatkan kemahiran bersosial di sekolah...me? Most of the time it seems no way but have one choice. Shall we feel blessed when there is only one choice before us? How about if that choice actually is no choice? Human always get themselve into a conflict. More than one way, we complain because we have to make a choice but when we have only one way, we also complain cause we have no choice! Same that when we try to make an order. When we look at the menu, we get confuse caused don't know what to choose but when the menu is so limited choices, we complain. To me, no matter what kind of ways we choose, finally will reach to the end...just a matter of time...then during that time we will know our choice is the right one or not. Like me, most of the time I get confuse too. Sometimes I feel sad, sometimes i get angry, sometimes I just miss my Sarawak students very much, some how I realized that i start call Chung Ling boys as 'my students'...no longer as 'penang's students'...but in the same time I feel scare too...do they really care and accept me like my Sarawak students? I just stood there and don't know what to do. Once I accept students as my students, my heart can easily break if he or she betray me. I faced it once before and it took me back to normal after a year plus. 2 ways 1 choice... it can make our life full of excitement but in the same time can ruin our daily life. Then how to choose? Follow our heart guided by our Heavenly Father. If this is the way He wants us to proceed, just go ahead even it seems like a hard way cause we will see the sunlight soon. Pray and trust in Him. Doing the right thing doesn't means that doing the thing that we like. The core business in Christianity is LOVE. So, make a right choice that please Him...not ourselve. I manage to love others because He loves me first. Follow His choice...His way...the right choice....God bless you all always.
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a touching post!
hoping to meet up with u Ms Yeoh.. I might go to Penang and try to keep in contact with u.. the place my friend stay is in Bayan Baru and he's an old student from chung ling a few years ago..hopefully once i confirmed the trip i can give u a call to try and meet u.. =)
take care. you're always the best teacher I've ever had..hugs!
very well said. Regardless of the presence or absence of choice, we complain. But, making the right choice often requires us to sacrifice something else that is precious to us. But if it's the right way, if it's God's way, He'll make a way, and we just have to trust in Him to lead us there :)
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