Thursday, October 9, 2008

I had a dream

Quite a long time I didn't have any dreams while I fall to sleep until a few days back. I saw myself pass by a small valley. I just wonder why people gather at a small hill and like waiting for something to happen. There is nothing there except a four floors motel. I ask and the answer i get is ...wait until midnight. It turn dark very fast. I saw some people go in. Through their face and their posture, I know they are deperate people. They must feel really down but why they choose that motel? Is it no other way or place to turn to? One of the people there told me that the ownner just provide strong wain to any customers who are interested. He never force. After sometime...i can hear the fighting sound very clearly from there. My heart really burden by those sound. They are hurting each other. Then i saw one body fall down from 4th floor and die. Finally I understand...they went there because they have give up hope and dead is what they choose. Outsider can't do anything because the choice is in our hand. This is the real dream came to me that night and I thank God that I didn't choose that path even I almost enter that motel once before. I wil do whatever I could to be there for my family, my friends and welcome them to my hut...my warm heart to take a break and a good rest before they continue their journey. I learn through the incredible experience...If I really love you means that I always love you no matter i need you or not. If I only love you when i need you, this i call as manipulating. I wish I can open a hut near by the motel as an alternative for those heart broken to take a rest. My beloved friends, if have time, do drop by to my hut. Love is free, care is free and hands are there to give you a free hug ... I got hurt very deeply but thank God, I still choose to love His people caused He loves me so much and He send His love through His people to bring me up again...with love not revenge or hate. Welcome to my hut.

1 comment:

商雪麗 said...

hey!!! shek li here, now i'm studying acca/cat now!! how are you?? i made a blog too, come and have a look ya...hehe missing your funny class!